Rehab is for QUITTERS

2:30pm: Wow, It's 2008!

Wow, It's 2008 and I didn't even think livejournal was still around. I'm just on right now cause Ben Derico who I haven't seen in forever reminded me about this, and after a half an hour of guessing my password, I was able to log on. I just realized how much of an idiot I was 3 years ago haha, freaking out about stupid shit, being a hypoglysimic, and a habitchual liar... sorry to everyone that had to deal with me. Um besides that I'm 19 now, graduated from High School last summer. I'm in college now and working part time - or around 23 hours a week for Best Buy, i can't complain. Still living at my house in Rochester but looking to move out. My friends have changed drastically, I still hang out with Ben Greenberg and Jamieson somewhat but besides that a lot different. I feel like I've found myself and just look back at the dumbness I displayed as a youth. So much shit was going on, I freaked out under all the pressure but I don't lose sleep over what happened and moved on with my life. It's going great now, so I can't complain!

Later until I decide in a few years to come back and check this biznitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh

He Shoots, He Scoresssssssssssssssssssssss

7:11pm: Fuck this thing
I'm done with livejournal it's stupid

... The END

11:07pm: I can stop sayin i haven't had an interesting day
Hey... today i went to bed @ 1 after winnin at poker at kevin's last night and to my excitement woke up @ 3 thanks to my dad. This morning at 3 o'clock i was on my way... same clothes and all to metro airport. I barley knew what was going on but my Dad's Uncle who we were really close to and had Alzehimer's was on his death bed. Our flight left around 5 am to Laguardia we arrived about 7 and took a taxi to Queens in which at one point I was about 20 feet from Shea Stadium (in which about 11 hours later 20 from Comerica Park). Then we went to their house and stayed with my dad's aunt for a few hours and left my grandma there which was the real reason we went was because she could't make it on her own... and plus my dad had free tickets from GM. We took off from Laguardia around 4 and got to metro around 530. Then we went to Mexican Village near the Ambassador Bridge in which the beans are settling in. Then got back and hung out with Kevin and Ben and now im just waitin for emma to get home. I am dead... this prolly does not make sense anyway but who cares haha.................
sweet (long) day
beats a bike trip haha
later

10:06pm: Fuck this
I am really fucking sick of all of you... fuck why when you need me i get fucking phone calls up the ass but when i need you you dont pick up your damn fucking cell phones all day or last night this is fucking retarded and i am pissed. I am pissed at people fucking thinking okay Alec you understand no you are the one that doesn't understand how much fucking bullshit all this shit is. People can't tell me stuff straight up and then get fucking mad at me when i ask. Fuck that fuck all this shit... serioulsy fuck it

3:13pm: Eh???
Still trying to shake the canadian outta my system. Hey everyone life is pretty good i'm not gonna lie. I actually don't have anything to worry about and thats the first time i can say that since the summer of 8th grade. Yay im glad and it's been awhile since i've been stressed out so i'm feeling really good. Yeah this weekend well tommowa i get my new cellllll so if you wanna gimme a call the number is 895-7475 cause i might be at my dads im not sure yet. Today i'll prolly just hang out with my friends and light off fireworks or drive orr do something i dunno yet haha. I love not being stressed out. Ohhhh and i heard that you learn more from livejournal comments i dunno tho haha. Ight i'm out later

11:47am: Back in Michigan
Well i'll start off this by saying i just got back from Michigan. I left Tuesday for a friends wake in Oshawa, Ontario which is out side of Toronto. Then I ended up going to Toronto and meeting up with my dad and emma which was cool. I really started to hate kilometers because when you think your like really far when it says 20 but your not its only like 10 or less miles so you over shoot your exit haha. Tuesday in Toronto we arived and we just looked around for a little bit. Then Wednesday we got tickets for a Toronto Blue Jays game and we got to go to the Skydome and watch it. They beat the Oakland Athletics 8-0. Then earlier that day we went to Chinatown and had dinner and they also were selling things real cheap cause well most things in China are so i got a few things haha. Umm Thursday we went to the Toronto science museum which was pretty cool for a museum. Then we went out for Indian run by a Chinese guy funny how that works. Then Friday we went to Younge Street which is Downtown like main street Toronto and i got an Abba-Zaba... if you've ever seen Half Baked you'd know what i'm talking about. Well it's nice to be back in the outta date mph United States but now im bored.....
So i'm out
later

ohh and here is the Abba-Zaba if you thought i was shitting you

10:51pm: 4th of Juuuuuuuuu-ly
Heyyyyyyyyy... well it is an hour away from the 4th of july and i can already hear our patriotic spirit blowing up all over the place... no worries i took part. Today my mom had a party and i had kevin and kieran over to get outta babysitting... haha my mom was like i can't believe with you 3 all the beer was left and i was like heh.... funny mom. Tuesday I am going to Oshawa, Ontario for a friends wake which all of you who know me should know about that i'm dreading it. Then I'm going to Toronto with my bad and sister till friday which is gonna be fun ........... i hope. Ummm i'm glad things in my life are going back to normal and that i have a chance to work things out with someone that i really cared about. Umm besides that i hope everyone has a great 4th... don't blow too many thing up... and i'm out
Peace
talk to ya in a week

12:09am: Fireworks
hey everyone today during the fireworks i realized nothing really is going bad in my life which is good. On the other hand I didn't get "saved" by some phsyco girl that talked to Kieran, Shannon, and me for about an hour. God she wouldn't stop and now it's kierans responsiblity to save me haahahaha cause he got saved.
Weird Girl - you dont wanna go to hell its hot and filled with demonds
Me- what have you like been there
Weird Girl - no ive felt it
Me - How can you feel demonds?

Weird Girl - this is gods kingdom and we all live in it
Me - i thought this was the united states of america

Me - Ya know there are about 10 thousand more people here that need to be saved you mite wanna get a head start
-some of the things haha i don't hate god i just have a problem with these people that need to save me cause i don't need to be saved i live an honest life and i don't go after people and hurt them.
Well..... on the other hand i am really glad that an issue that had been buggin me for 3 months is starting to get better and i am glad to help and i want to help even though i know she doesn't need it.
Next Tuesday i am going to Oshawa, Ontario by myself for a wake and then meeting my dad and sister in Toronto Wednesday. Not really lookin forward to it but then Toronto is pretty fun.
Make sureeeeee you don't get stalked by a Latter Day Saints person haha
I'm out

3:16pm: Fuck the Spurs
Yeah fuck the avocado eating san antonionians. Today I found out in a sunday i'm going to Toronto/Montreal/Nova Scotia for a week which should be fun cause i havent been that far in canada besides Toronto. I also got 5 months untill i go to Paris which i'm really lookin foward to. Yeahh today kierans coming over and maybe some other people i dunno i got up @ 2 after going to bed when it was light outside haha. I'm just sitting around today and i dunno what i'm gonna do this weekend i'm gonna make sure i do something causeeeeee this is boring. Ummmmm all i have to say is Magic Markers get you high!!
haha on the note i'm out
laaaaaaater

4:00pm: I'm 16 and a half today haha
Yeahhh the big 16 1/2 haha i got my license it's summer i dunno how much better it could get. I'm basically just updating cause the pistons always win when i update so i'm doing it. Game 7 tonight! I was gonna go to Palace Vision but no one is going so i'm not. I dunno call me if you wanna do something i'll just go get subs pop or something like that. I also found out my best friend from when I was a kid passed away in a car accident which is just hard to take but shit happens and i hadn't talked to him about a year and well it's just really weird. Besides driving around with greenberg last night and this morning i haven't really done much got up @ 1 today after i went to bed around 2 last night cause i was wide awake haha. I took a shower today i'm trying to get un-greasy ginobli looking like some people haha.
ight i'm out
later
GO PISTONS

7:18pm: Bada-Bam??
heyyyy i'm really freaking bored so im updating all i did today was get up and cut the lawn and then kevin and kieran came over and then i never realized how hard it can be to make grilled cheese sandwhiches which basically makes me now understand why me kevin kieran and jamieson barley passed cooking in 8th grade and how me and kieran had no clue what we were doing in cooking this year.
"cut the fucking cheese"
"but you told me to butter the bread i can't do both"
"well i can't cook and cut the cheese"
"well you can't make grilled cheese in the first place with out the cheese"
hahaha
Someone threw a rock and a volleyball at my window last night. and i chased them and i ran into a pole and my legs really stiff.
Game 6th tonight and i am hopeful the pistons can win but i really don't know. haha i don't think anyones powers can work tonight cause San Antonio is "too far away" haha so it's up to them lets see.
Dunnnnnnno what i'm doin right now and i might go to palacevision with greenberg.......
later

3:00pm: No one leaves me comments anymore
No one leaves me comments anymore what is this haha

Fuck it's fathers day and my dad's being a doosh and he owes me a fucking cell phone and not mine to my sister.

5:52pm: This weekend
This weekend starts today... today i hung out with kevin and kieran today for a lil bit while kieran made a "crunchy" grilled cheesee haha. Then we went to mcdonalds and then went to the village for a lil bit. Kieran started humping one of the racks and the guy was like "do you like my game shelf?" and kieran was like yeah and the guy was "i don't really see anywhere you could insert it in." Then kevin got some glasses at american eagle and i still know why i don't go into that store haha. Then we came back around here about 4:30 and kieran drove off on my moped and we couldn't find him. I dunno what i'm doing tonight I GET MY CAR THO!!! and i mite be gettin my new cell im not sure tho prolly tommowa. I have to help out at my sisters party for a lil bit but thats pretty much it. I'll have my pre paid cell on if you want me 622-1536. Unless my dad takes that too haha cause hes gay and puts everyones voicemail to his house or our house well it will be on my away if i have it on. Tommorrow is Emma's b'day so yeah and then sunday is fathers day so pretty much this weekend is gonna suck a DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I'll be around so pleaseeeee save me pleaseeee haha. Ight i hope your weekend doesn't blow as bad as mine does... unless i really hate you then yeah i hope it does.
Talk to ya'll later (yeah i said ya'll i'm tryin out this new thing it's called white trash)
later

12:03pm: Tired like a mother fucker
Yesterday i did absolutly nothing untill about 10ish. Kevin and Ben came over and we played video games online with Jamieson and Mike Conley which was funny when we got into fights with Puerto Ricans or when Jamieson was cheating. Then we watched Spaceballs and got to bed around 6 am and woke up at 10. On another note i drank way too much pop last night so my stomach fucking hurts but it was worth it cause ive never been so awake @ 6 am in my life. My moms gone pretty much all day but i have the car and im so bored soooo i dunno what im gonna do.......go somewhere...some place.....beats me all i know is im watchin the pistons game tonight and my dad the lucky bastard that he is got courtside seats....well im tired sooooo im done typing... later

11:19pm: Been out for a half a week
It's been a half a week and i've been layin on my ass for the most of it. I'm watchin game 3 of the NBA finals hopin the pistons can win. Today i sat around for awhile till i drove around @ 7 and picked up kieran and we fixed my moped then we just drove it around for awhile and then basically i came home and that's where i am now..... fun fuckin day..... later

10:16pm: Schools Out!!
Today was one fuckin long yet exciting day. Today start off @ midnight with me @ the Palace of Auburn Hills watchin the Pistons lose to the Spurs with Greenberg,Derico,Kevin,Shannon,and Sarah and 2 other of ben's friends that showed up. Next... wake up @ 6 am to get ready for school. Take my English Exam and don't do great on it 78%. Then take my history test which i get a 96% not too shabby. Then I come home and Kieran came over for a lil bit and we hung out and before i know it it's around 5. Then he leaves to go take a nap or talk to some freshman either of the two and then greenberg calls so i went down there and creamed him in street again. Then we started to make water balloons and waited for cars to come by. No one besides alex urech came by so he started drillin each other with them. Then we decide to get the mopeds out and then Mr. O'Harra fixed mine after like an hour and that was freakin sweet. Then I came back sat here for awhile and then went and played bball with greenberg and then we had david giester come down just for laughs (he got packed 42 times i counted). Well right now im craving a slurpee like a stoner craves white castle...........that means im outtttttttttt
Later

Summer 2-0-0-5 Starts Today bitches!!

5:46pm: Okay to fix confusion
Tonight is Palace Vision should be sweet as hell even though im the only single one going haha until Ben derico shows up then we get to be the most obnoxious people (Pizza Box in the arena football game ben haha) half day of school left in which I got the DeMontigny exam (english) and the stupid ****** exam (cox,history) haha where half of it should be about the civil rights cause thats all she cares about. Umm yeahhhh thats pretty much it besides i got Mission Impossible,Pink Panther,and Inspector Gadget theme songs stuck in my head thanks to annie.

Ohh... yeah

Last night there was all this uproar........... about who i was friends with or not well here this is who i consider my friends
My Best Friends - Kevin, Kieran, Greenberg, Ben Derico
My Other closer friends - Shannon (yes you are on here),Kimball,Sarah,Scott,Sarhan,Drew Leslie, Garrett, Jamieson

Those are my close friends and yes they can change like they have in the past people who know me and get along with me are my "friends" you aren't on the list not cause i hate you because either i don't know you as well as them or i haven't known you as long... or we don't talk besides in school (yeah i know thats like a ton of you) and then it can change too more people can be added to my closer friends or even someone could end up being more then a friend too. I'm not trying to scare anyone i'm trying to end confusion.

12:38pm: 2 Halves
Today was first day of exams still feel kinda sick but wasn't too bad. It was pretty funny when kieran told mrs. kramer on the last minute of school that she'd been pronouncing his name wrong all year haha. I got Bio and Gym exams tommowa fun stuff. Ummm i feel like doin something it's after noon really freakin hot out but i prolly won't make it anywhere that the wheels on the bottom of this chair can't take me. Tommowa night i think i'm going to palace-vision to watch game 1 depends what happens though shit always comes up. 2 more half days!! Ummmmmmmmmmm yeah thats basically it......... later

7:30pm: Blah
Today is the last sunday of the school year. Last night i don't really remember i just remember being really sick this morning. Kieran and Kimball stayed over last night and kieran took my fucking tape doosh haha. Saturday i just hung out with Kieran and Greenberg and i started feeling really sick. One more week of school left....... Exams Weds thru Fri but i dont have to go to first hour Weds cause we already took the cooking exam with the seniors. Besides a party next sat i dont really have anythin left to say......... Later

7:41pm: PARTY!!
June 10th... end of the year party
Who: Anyone that i know and isn't a doosh
What: FUCKING PARTY
When: June 10th
Where: My house
Why: Summer bitches

Leave one on my livejournal if you want to come if i havent talked to you already i dont care if you jus show up but it would be nicer to let me know!

4:22pm: Pina Coldaberg
hey everyone 3 day weekend and 7 and a half more days of school! Yesterday i just hung out with kevin and had a shit load of energy and just drove all across rochester. Then we got a sign from a tanning place and put it on ben's back porch haha and they almost called the cops and then his brother came over ranting and raving about a fucking sign it was pretty funny. Then kevin just stayed over and we played socom drank a ton of energy drinks and watched club dread haha. I dunno what im doin today so gimme a call if you want.
Later

11:39pm: Freaked Out!!!
Wow what a weird fucking night... First i go to greenbergs cause he heard people in his house and the garage was somehow up we go up the stairs (I have the weirdest deja vu then) here people breathing then talking run out drive off come back and see people run out the front door...
Second after that me and Greenberg went to BK came back around Brewster stopped and got chased for like 20 mins at really high speeds by like 4 cars through the sub. We finally lost them by almost tipping the car and makin a sharp turn and hiding in a driveway. Their still drivin by this very minute

Really weird night and im gonna crash cause im freaked out

6:28pm: Took this gay thing outta scott robbins thing
Took this gay thing outta scott robbins thing thought id try it

HAVE YOU EVER...
Crashed a friend's car...depends into what
Stolen a car ... no well shannons for like 5 mins and my moms a bunch of times but i brought it back
Been in a fist fight ... Yep
Snuck out of your parent's house ... haha of course me and greenberg go to cvs every night
Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back ... who hasnt
Been arrested ... nope


Gone on a blind date ... nope
Lied to a friend ... nope
Had a crush on a teacher ... nope

Skipped school ... hahaha yeah... right kieran??

Slept with a co-worker ... nope
Seen someone die ... yeah
Been to Canada ... yep
Been to Mexico ... nope
Thrown up at school ... hahaha when we downed like 6 energy drinks

Been snowboarding ... sadly no
Been moshing at a concert ... Yeahhhhh i usually start it then back away
Been in an abusive relationship ... no
Drank alcohol ... what do you think? haha of course


Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by ... yeah when i was younger
Flown a kite ... yep
Built a sand castle ... yeah but it didnt look like a castle
Cheated on a girlfriend ... never

Been lonely ... the past 2 years besides 6 monts

Fallen asleep at work/school ... what you mean today?
Used a fake id ... not for alcohol but to prove to someone im a diffrent person haha
Watched the sun set ... yeah
Felt an earthquake ... yeah i was in the Rennisance Center
Touched a snake ... yeah
Slept beneath the stars ... yeah cause kierans bro stunk up the whole tent

Stole from a friend ... yeah kierans junior mints? haha

Been robbed ... yeah but i got it back
Been misunderstood ... yeah of course (not naming any names!!)
Won a contest ... do i ever lose? hahaha
Ran a red light ... yeah im not very patient

Been suspended from school ... nope

Been in a car accident ... yeah i got hit from behind by a redneck like when i first got my permit
Had braces ... nope

Felt like an outcast ... no i have too many friends
Had deja vu ... yeah often
Danced in the moonlight ... no i don't dance unless its pitch black
Hated the way you look ... yeah but then i looked at scott haha im kidding man
Questioned your heart ... yeah

Been over obsessed and wanted to stalk someone ... not really i just really needed that "someone" to listen to me cause she needed to know it
Been lost ... does math sound familiar?
Felt like dying ... no

Paid for a meal with only coins ... haha almost evertime me and kieran go to mcdonalds
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't ... yeah smoked weed
Caught a snowflake on your tongue ... prolly but after i tasted a yellow one i stopped

Watched the sun rise with someone you care about ... nope
Made a bonfire on the beach ... yep
Crashed a party ... ohhh fuck yeah!!
Gone rollerskating ... yeah
Had a wish come true ... yeah chirstmas night my 16th birthday wish came true
Jumped off a bridge ... would i be typing if i had?
Told a complete stranger you loved them ... no its hard for me to tell someone i love them
Sang in the shower ... yeah to piss off emma
Wanted a girlfriend ... only the ones i've had

Glued your hand to something ,.. haha yeah superglue to that assholes sign
Kissed a fish ... wtf im not even gonna say anything
Sat on a roof top ... yeah
Screamed at the top of your lungs ... yeah when i broke my ankle the first time in the woods

Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours ... haha yeah almost all night durin xmas

Stayed up all night ... yeah often
Been scared to watch scary movies alone ... fucking 6th sense

Played ding-dong-ditch ... too much haha
Played chicken ... hehehe yeah
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ... yep!!
Broken a bone ... nope they were only tears
Been easily amused ... yeah how do you think i make it through school?

Caught a fish then ate it ... yep

Laughed so hard you cried ... yeah

Forgotten someone's name ... not when i was talking to them
Been threatened to be kicked out of your house ... YEP!!!!!! have been

8:05pm: Bidibodi Bidibu
Today is Tuesday night... I really haven't done anything since a pretty sweet weekend except sit around and figure out how to get online through my xbox which is pretty sweet if you wanna know how just ask me its pretty complicated so beware it takes a lil while. But schools almost out a bunch of tests and exams even this week ohh fun. Looking foward to the weekend....... my life is so less stressful now cause i fixed shit with my dad it's sweet. Pistons up 1-0. And i can't stand acting like im mad but it seems like thats what she wants so ohh well. I'm bored - later

6:32pm: Weeeeeeeeee fun stuff
Today and last night were fun as shit i haven't had this much fun for a long time. Last night Kevin and Kieran came over and we went out and tried to get a dog coller battery hahahahahah and we couldn't find them so we were going around listenin to jump around and a ton of old school rap and pissing the shit outta people it was funny as hell. We came back and had a chugging contest as seen here http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=chug47 . Fun stuff. Today Shannon and Sarah came over with there friend and then we just randomly drove up to Wendy's and then we came back, we totally owned them in soccer even though sarah like broke my leg and grabbed my nuts haha. Then we went downstairs and watched Super Troopers and then Me Sarah Greenberg and Kari sat outside for like an hour waiting for Kevin and Shannon cause kevin was wearing greenberg shoes. haha and Maria (ben's cousin) came out to say hi who i haven't basically seen for 2 years cause i went to hawaii when she was out last year. Trying to find stuff to do for tonight.........

later